My parent is otherkin too..?!!..

[Searching]

I have my suspicions that one of my parents is a psy-vamp or otherkin that has the ability to take good energy from other people and also to channel bad energy back at them.

Now my main question is: I dont believe that i am a vamp (although i do believe i am different, possibly were, but totally unsure at this time)....

Can an otherkin have a vamp as a mother and be anything else other than vamp or human? ~ Could my intuition be true that a) i am not like my mother and i am not like regular humans either?

I am drawn to the night, i gain energy and peace from wandering around my neighbourhood (or other neighbourhoods!) after midnight... During the night i feel free to be myself, whatever that is, and i often sleep through the day with my body naturally awakening as it begins to get dark, and getting sleepy again at dawn-break. Its as if my whole body clock is set opposite to that of most of humanity. I just dont function properly in the day... my mind and body dont awaken until everybody else begins to tire, and this causes me difficulties performing a regular life and is also quite a lonely path at times.
My temper is viscious with a strong defense-mechanism, i have a strong lust or craving for something which is a mystery to me as yet but which wont abate, my eyes change colours depending on my mood and my food of preference is meat. I'm very strong for a woman and was unnaturally strong since childhood. I've also been pretty much a loner all my life (regards friends rather than boyfriends), despite craving terribly for meaningful kinship of my 'own' kind.

My mother is also obsessed with foxes and wolves, (whilst my brother is obsessed with dragons and my sister is obsessed with vampires!). Although iv come to think of my mum more as a Psy-Vamp, her connection to wolves/foxes is hard to ignore.

This awakening has been so long and confusing for me and i still cant help but get it all wrapped round my neck! Grrrr! ... Oh yes! And i growl a lot, that reminds me!

If i really am a Were (wolf or other), what is the next step in this journey? What am i supposed to DO?! xxxx

[Hollow Man]

The simple answer is that anything is possible!!

Basically the nature of the soul isn't linked to the nature of the physical shell. So the majority of Kin find themselves being born to Human parents. The parents conceive the physical shell, but the soul incarnates into this shell for a whole number of reasons.

Some parents who are hightly skilled in magic or spiritual systems can 'open' the shell of their unborn child so that it is attuned to the spicifics or vibrational level of a Vamp, or Were, or Kin .... but how this is done is unknown to me. That knowledge would have to come from that Kin type.

So it's possible to have any type of parent and for that to not affect who and what you are. But it also can!!!

Confusing I know,

HM

[Searching]

Thanks for the response HM ~ No, that does make sense... your great explanation helped to alleviate any more confusion! Thankyou.

I guess i really need to concentrate on my own awakening and finding myself before i look outwards too much, but it was just a feeling iv had growing for a longtime that my mother is something other than 'regular human' in her spiritual essence...

I feel for sure that im not a Vampyre, (neither sang nor psy)... but from the very small amount of information i've learnt about Were's, so far it feels right and seems to make sense.

Anyone that could teach me a little more about Were-kin would be wonderful...

And to the Weres out there... What makes you feel at your best?, your happiest?, your healthiest?, both in the physical realm and of the spirit?

[Searching]

I'm sorry ~ perhaps this should be in the Were section? xx

[Chakira]

I think it's a myth that psi vamps drain good energy and reflect back bad.... they can do it but generally the energy we feed on is not purely good and we don't reflect back. We keep what we take to feed on. Is your mother a nice person becuase if she is she will not be doing this as it is a conscious decision to do bad to someone. Of course she might be doing it unconsciously if she is not aware of what she is and what she's doing but feeding energy is more difficult to do unconsciously .

Perhaps the very fact of energy being uncontrolledly and accidentally drained provides the 'negative' feeling without any negative energy actually being reflected back

[Caliga]

As odd as it is the only kind of otherkin who needs at least one parent with the same genetic trait seems to be us dragons. All others seem to be a spiritual transmutaion into the body of human form. I have personally no idea whether it was my mother or father who was a dragon, i'm adopted and my mother died on 9-11. My dad still is no where to be found, my bet is on my mother being the one, because she arranged for a letter to be delivered to me explianing as such.

As to psy vamping, all dragons in effect are psy vamps, and you cant really say we're all bad. We take mental energy released during exercise or exhersion and feed on it in order to keep ourselves alive and healthy. Its using an energy that would otherwise be wasted to nothing. Regular people have no use for it, even true psy vamps i've been told cant really pick up on it, we require it like food, we can go a few days without it, but our gifts get weaker the longer in between, also we eventually weaken in body as well over time if not fed.

[Cyne153]

Quote:I am drawn to the night, i gain energy and peace from wandering around my neighbourhood (or other neighbourhoods!) after midnight... During the night i feel free to be myself, whatever that is, and i often sleep through the day with my body naturally awakening as it begins to get dark, and getting sleepy again at dawn-break. Its as if my whole body clock is set opposite to that of most of humanity. I just dont function properly in the day... my mind and body dont awaken until everybody else begins to tire, and this causes me difficulties performing a regular life and is also quite a lonely path at times.
My temper is viscious with a strong defense-mechanism, i have a strong lust or craving for something which is a mystery to me as yet but which wont abate, my eyes change colours depending on my mood and my food of preference is meat. I'm very strong for a woman and was unnaturally strong since childhood. I've also been pretty much a loner all my life (regards friends rather than boyfriends), despite craving terribly for meaningful kinship of my 'own' kind.

I'm a hybrid vampire and honestly it is so hard on me. I'm exactly as you described. Sleeping for me has become an issue because I really don't want to miss my classes. I'm lucky if I'm asleep before 2 a.m. I was strong as a kid but I always thought that was because I was grew up with nothing but boys and learned to be rowdy. My eyes have more of a red tint when I'm angry or sad but their brown whenever I'm content (on camera they show up almost an amber color).
I've been without blood for over a year and I've been weak lately because it seems what precious ambient energy I'm able to use is usually of the nervous variety (in a college that's pretty much what you get). It's been reflecting in my daily performance, I've been so sluggish (which is horrible because I do hula every night).
I'm not sure if anyone else in my family is an otherkin but my mom and my siblings are witches and we come from a long line of witches and we speculate can be traced to gypsy heritage. I'm not sure if that has any affect on my otherkin-ness but even with my mom's spirituality I know she wouldn't accept me being a vampire.

[alexjems41]

I myself believe I am a wolf otherkin (wolf souled). I am completely happy with my life, and pretty much always have been. I have had my miserable moments like everyone else, but I see this world as a beautiful place.I have had my evidence of being wolf-souled, but it is personal things, such as understanding canine, having animals react differently with me than other people, along with having an animal-like mentality.Searching I think you should enjoy the life as I am enjoying.

[Chakira]

Welcome to the forum. I am glad you feel so comfortable with yourself. That is not so easy in this world.