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The other night, I was tired, but very confused and restless so I was meditating.
I drifted off, but it didn;t feel as if I were sleeping, and then, i saw nothing but chaos, I could smell smoke, unremarkable stenches of burning flesh, hair [and I don't know what these smell like personally] then I saw it... People fighting people, but it was different, it was something like you would have seen on Underworld, but only...Humans and what I believed was either Otherkin or just Vampyres, I could not tell...

Then there I was, watching, believing this was a narrative view... I saw people being killed at their homes, these supposid "Devils" the "Vampires"

It kept going on...screams...but I'll stop there..

But then... I snapped out of it, and I don't really know if it was a dream or a vision...or just my mind, is there anyone or people who could help me out on this one?

Because I do have a frequent history of seeing the future, but it is more personal, which, if everything holds up, either I'm seeing something happening in my life, oorr I'm able to see more than just my future now.
But it usually is in a code.

Like I dreamt my one break up, but it was with my ex walking with an anonymous shadow, only a few days later to havea nother dream, the almost same, but with the man she later got together with after she broke up with me... So maybe there is more to this, but, out of what was seen so far, can anyone help?
AND NO I am not looking for attention, this scared me very much, and I literally forced myself to try to see it again, and I just kept replaying what I saw earlier..

Please help me out with this someone..

Ever since I heard this I've been able to see parts of this. Strangely, when I tried to astral project last night I saw glimpses of that and then I got forced hard into my body again. The force was almost painful, it nearly knocked the wind out of me...

Well...I told my one friend who knows about me, that lives around here, about it. They know I've been stressful lately and blamed it on stress, called it a hallucination.
I have to say though, can you feel, taste, smell, and afix all the senses and beyond in a hallucination?

I doubt it.

Plus, I've been having a lot of "visions" lately, mainly were about school and friends, and now I'm getting more long-term ones...More, how may I say, important ones?

It's very odd...This is all starting to happen now. I believe I'm finally being able to tap into some potential as a "psychic" if I have to say it, with my Divination and visions, reading of the "future" and even mind reading through different methods at times...
And my psi feeding has been doing well when I can feed.It's odd, like this boost of energy or 'power' even... But I have been doing a lot of relaxing and cleansing rituals and also meditating horribley.
Maybe I'm just finally now tapping my inner-strength? Not to sound all...I don't know, glorious? here.

You always sound 'glorious' it's what we love about you. Never be ashamed of what you can do or what you can be. False humility is its own form of conceit.

It is possible to have an hallucincation which in all ways seems real. However, I am doubtful as to whether even a true hallucination can ever be wholly discounted, also i don;t get the feel that this was a true hallucination.

There is no reason to believe that you were not seeing true. The question is what were you seeing.

There is war going on all over the world. What you describe is horrible but pretty par for the course in a war torn city such as Bhagdad or Bazra.

What was it about the vision which led you to believe that it was Otherkin? Was there anythign in the vision that might give you a clue as to where in the world it was happening.

What did you feel when you were seeing it. Sometimes clues come in what you feel as well as what you see. Try to be a precise as possible with details althought details are often the most difficult thing to recall.

Train yourself to look for details when in visions. Things like what clothes are the people wearing. What weapons are they using. WHat language do they speak. Are there vehicles, if so what kind. What do the houses look like, furnishings, background, are there mountains etc etc etc.

Not much help I know but the best I can do.....

It was in America no doubt. Talked in the American accent...maybe around...between the north and south and west...Those areas..According to the accent it was like mine, but with some differences. Of course that doesn't help, but I'm just trying to find a region..

They were chanting "VAMPYRES!"
And killing off families and friends who they thought were Vampyres I am guessing.

It was like the Salem Witchcraft Trials, only not trials...murder..I cannot really remember much detail. It was in a more... Town..You know not a city...but not country.. A Town, there were town houses
it was night
fires...
Many goths were being tied up and killed
Gunshots.. [I'm writing in fragments becasue as I'm sitting here I am trying to relive it]
I believe through the screams I heard something like "If you want a god damn fucking vampyre, then here you go {censored}!"
and bit his neck...
[Sorry for the language]
because i remembered someone sucking blood, then being stabbed afterwords...
I even remember a child being burned...
I'm not too sure about Military action..
this could have been a right-away thing...
And Cops...cops...let me think...
Augh, it took me too long to get back on here to reply, I can barely remember a thing... I am trying..sorry everyone...

Cops could have been involved. Where I was, was in the center of the dilehmma...

I felt cold, scared, alone, anxious, addrenaline, sweaty/clamey..
and it bugs the hell out of me to just think of this...
Like..I don't even want to talk about it..but I know if I don't nothing will be answered...

Just tell me details you need that wuld be helpful.

I'm just gonna jump in here...You might be seeing a thought of fear. Are you afraid of people finding out what you and apparently what a lot of other people truly are? I've had things like this happen to me. It usually had something to do with some sort of bad thing or a fear of mine. I hope that helps.

TC

it could be a vision of something which may happen or something which has happened or it could be the venting of a fear of what might happen if people discover you.

Thank you for giving us so much detail. When I asked how you felt I meant did you get a feeling that you were seeing somethign from another life, or precognitively or just some kind of inner fear

Hmm..
Fear sounds more like it.
I was going to say it could have been the past, but the way everything looked and how people talked, it was very recent, so i rolled that out.
Thank you TC for the fear thing..
Yes that must've been it... Because...yeah, I'm just..afraid over here...I'm very alone...I'm the only ANYTHING I know of around here.

Your friends are here to help! It must be hard for you. I have one friend that i know of and i think one thats awakining(she has it rough) I've had nightmares about what would happen if someone knew. They scare me.A lot of them had to do with me being put in a straight jacket and everyone reading my stories a.k.a journal and my dream journal a.k.a the thing most of my stories are based off of...then people tried to kill me and my friend and a bunch of these people i didnt know that were Were's and vamps.
I hope you have a better timeover comeing your fear. Who knows there might be someone else where you live. You just have to know where to look -.^

TC...The Insomniac

I am glad your psi feeding is going well, and that you are not having too much trouble adapting, but I am wondering if this is part of the reason for your fear vision, if that was what it was.
If you feed then there is always a chance you may be caught, and if you get caught maybe the kind of things you are seeing in your visions might happen to you?

From this it seems the people doing the killing were killing anyone and everyone who may be a vampire, even families and friends of vampires were victims of their rage.

These are all typical of bodily responses to extreme fear and panic. If you try to keep your breathing even and slow you will eventually calm down and become yourself again.

It sounds as though you are experiencing visions of the future too and I hope they become clearer over time and therefore become easier for you to understand. Try not to let the fear overtake you as that will keep you from concentrating on and truly understanding your visions. If you let it it will scare you away from having the visions at all and that would be a great shame.
As TC said your friends are hear to help and if there is anything I can do I will.
Finally all I have to say is trust yourself and your inner strength. You would not have been given this gift if you did not have the inner strength to carry it and the knowledge and ability to use it for good.