Hey everyone
I know it's been a while since i've been around but I had some stuff to sort through.
My journey and quest to find out what and why I am has been interesting but I am feel clouded and blocked... I feel there is something stirring up in the world that is about to change it dramatically, something doesn't feel right, I have always felt the oncoming of something big but recently the feeling is growing stronger.
Also I feel I am being watched or followed. My were side is getting harder and harder to control, I feel I am growing, but for what reason?
The city is clouding my head, I am going to Gila Bind and wondering around in the wilderness for a few days to try and clear it.
Is anyone else getting this vibe? Anyone have any ideas or knowledge to what it might be?
Hi MyShadow,
you're not the only one who has been feeling this. From those I have b een talking to recently, Kin, Fallen and Human, all are becoming aware that something is stirring. It's not "end of the world" stuff, but it has the feel of something important that could bring about more changes in the world.
Some of the energies flowing in the world are clouded, almost tainted by something that feels negative. However, I know there are many who are working on this, trying to bring to birth any changes in a positive way.
Hello My Shadow.
I am very happy to see you again. Welcome back.
The feelings you speak of are familiar, there is a lot of this strangeness around right now.
We have a lot of new members on Vampyres, and they are still finding their feet here, so discussions of this sort are few here now. Perhaps more of the older members will begin to drift back as this feeling spreads. I hope so.
But many of the kin on my site are experiencing the same feeling of being watched, some even say they feel stalked or hunted. Many have said their connection to their kin is stronger and deeper and some have even reported strange new developments in their powers and abilities, they are also experiencing the clouded feeling in their minds that you have mentioned in your post. Almost as though something wishes to remain undetected.
And all around there seems to be a sense of expectation, a feeling of waiting.
We have talked about this and have been thinking that perhaps the fact that our kin selves are growing stronger and the 'force' (for want of a better word) is growing stronger are connected.
The energy is not all negative, but there is a shadowed side to it that concerns us, and the feeling of gathering and drawing together is getting stronger, growing only slowly, but growing non the less.
Many members on both sites feel down, drained and tired much of the time, and there is a general sense of something not right everyhere.
It is a disturbing feeling.
I hope your trip to the wilderness helps you gather your thoughts and gives you what you need My Shadow.
It would be good to hear how it went when you get back if you are able to share any of it with us.
Once again welcome back, it's great to see an old friend once more.
C.T.M.
Welcome back My shadow.
This is indeed interesting, any ideas more as to what it may be happening though, or how i can find out more? I've been feeling "watched" recently.
I hope your trip is of benefit My Shadow.
Hope all are well, GD
i was just putting it down to gut feelings and womans intuition, ive had this feeling that something is changing or happening for a while... i havnt felt comfortable.
does anyone know how long this has been going on for?
terrix
not a clue myself, but one of our friends terri claims that this is the anniversary of the statut against witchcraft, if this has any relivance at all?
I don't know about the statute against witchcraft GD, but March is the month of the anniversary of the Salem Witch Trials, held in Salem (obviously) in 1692.
But this anniversary happens every year, and so I wouldn't have thought it would have had any great influence on the events which appear to be unfolding right now.
Everything you and Terri are feeling has been happening for quite a while now, but over the last few months the feelings have been getting stronger, and more kin have become aware of them. These feelings seem to be reaching out and touching more of us, in deeper ways, and we have become much more sensitive to both the feelings and their possible meanings.
As Hollow Man says it is not 'end of the world stuff', but it is important, and the fact that so many of us are feeling it tells me that we should be paying more attention.
Change is coming and I think someone out there doesn't want this change and is trying to either slow it down or stop it all together. Their meddling may cause trouble and I think we should be ready for it. Just in case.
C.T.M.
any ideas on how we should get ready for it as you put it CTM? , cuz im clueless on this one... im just the one with the bad feelings, which i firstly just put down to being a woman lol
i woudnt have thought it would be the witch trials becuase that was along time ago and we wouldnt really effect the present as much as this (im terming it "disturbance") has.
*trying hard not to go all Obi Wan* lol
terrix
Yes, I know what you mean. I have felt it too and i think that it is not just kin on the physical side who are feeling it.
Many people I know have been feeling jumpy and threatened, kin and human alike and my spirit friends are worried too. I keep catching sight of things out of the corner of my eye and the spirits who live in my house are making themselves visible and emanating a resless feeling that is affecting everyone and everything who lives here.
With the Spring Equinox on us and Bealtinne just around the corner this time should be about growth and new beginnings but it feels much more about endings.
I cant explain it but I can certainly feel it.
Chakira
Disturbance is as good a word for it as any other Terri.
As for how to get ready for it, I think at this time it is more about noticing when things happen, and looking for a possible deeper meaning for them.
Instead of putting the feelings down to women's intuition and then forgetting about them, listen to what they might have to tell you, look for more information in the things you're feeling and see if there is more to them or if they are simply what they appear to be on the surface.
There may not be anything more to them, I mean odd happenings do just happen, all the time, with no other effects. But don't just dismiss them, give them another look, just in case.
Hope this answers your question Terri, if not you know where I am.
C.T.M.